Reality Bites....

Since when did we become old?

When did it ever matter what we wrote about?

I have spent many months away from EP and honestly I am glad. It has given me the chance to wake up again and be in my reality.

Reality....what is reality? Reality is living each day as it comes...sometimes our reality definitely sucks ass...but it does not have to. I have spent a good part of the last three years wallowing in my own self pity...being sucked into depression and beating myself up for being human....but I have spent the last several months rebuilding myself....figuring out that it will only be myself who drags my ass out of the hole....that I dont need to allow other to tell me who I am or what I should or should not be doing.

It will only be myself...myself who writes that book and publishes it...myself who starts that blog that will become other peoples daily read...

Me , Myself and I....

This is what I have spent this time away on....fixing me.

Loving myself...

I am me and slowly I am getting back to that girl who I used to know so long ago...the one I lost along the way...

I can , without a doubt, say that all if you helped me through to this point. You all reminded me of that girl...gave me courage to express her through writing and led me back to the place I needed to be to find her....

So I write this...as a tribute...to that Jagged Little Pill I was hiding and as a tribute to you guys.....who helped me to find my path back ...to me!

I have missed you tremendously and am so happy to be able to be here!